Wednesday, November 22, 2006
BORED WIF LIFE!!!
It's been like a week since we're all back home for our semester brake. at first i thought it'll be fun. u know wif the workloads and all...i could use a few hours....or maybe days...of relaxation!! and boy let me tell u....i cant get anymore wrong than that!!!
i mean it's only been a week that we're off on holiday but i'm totally bored to death!! why shouldnt i be....my friends are still stuck at their college (seems that we're all not on the same 'holiday' calender!!). i can go out alone...that's if i'm provided wif money of course!!! i'm totally and officially broke right now. i wouldnt dare go out alone wif no money. that'll be damn boring. picture urself wandering around like some crazy mad man....alone....wif no purpose.....BORED!!
i miss my friend.....my family (addam's family that is!!)!! but luckily they've got some plan going on!! i cant't wait to have fun wif you guys!!! especially going to jonker street wif mama chin....that'll sure be fun!!!! well u know how i luv shoppin!!! so hope the plans will work out ya!!!
looking forward to that!!! Melaka here we come!!!
p/s: be true to urself......u'll get rewarded for that!!! trust me.....;-P
shattered`* 9:17 AM
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Monday, November 13, 2006
ARE WE THERE YET??!!
Yaay!!! we're done with the f**king exams (mind the language mom!!). but hey why am i still not happy...sad....worried...Oh ya, the writtten report is not finish yet. no wonder la!!!
why in the world do we even need that report!!!!! they said it'll help us dealing in the working communities afterward...I DOUBT THAT!!! all the lies that education had thought us, i had i hard time believing any of it now!! remember when we're forced to learn history back in middle school?? for some unknown reason, they said that it'll help us in the near future. yeah right, help us make our life miserable!!! i don't even get it why we had to learn about dead people, people who no longer exist.....i mean they're dead, so just shut up already!!!
so back to my written report. i'm not gonna mumble about s**t in my blog, so just forget about that. i'm off to sleep now (ya, i'll do my report later mom!!)...adios!!!
p/s : are we suppose to ignore someone just to miss them later???...hurmmm....
shattered`* 12:49 AM
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
I SCREWED UP!!...BAD!!!
OMG my exam today is the worst in my entire life as a student!!! i totally screwed it up for good. and i'm not kidding this time folks!! i may be in the verge of failing this subject!! maybe i have to retake the subject for next semester (Oh god forbid, i've had enough to suffer for a semester...you wanna make it two...i'll go insane!!!)
part of it is my fault and the other is my lecturer fault!! not to put the blame on others but hey, why would you make an exam paper in bahasa melayu when we've been studying all these while in english?? can you get more stupid sir????? (mind the language...) the fact that his lecture is drop-dead-BORING didn't help either. i barely learn anything in his class. and the other half of the blame is on me because i honestly didn't study that hard enough for this subject. oh well, what's done is done. que sera sera, whatever will be, will be!!
but i'm glad we've all gotta have fun later celebrating my friends birthday. today we celebrated 3 persons birthday together 'coz we didn't really had much free time (exam coming, written reports deadline and all....). all of them were born on november so we thought...ah what the heck...just celebrate it together!! and the presents we bought for them....damn that's hot guys!!! i'm lovin it!! well. i guess that's it....adios!!!!!
p/s : Wanna make a birthday shout out to my friends ANITA, AZRI and KUAN NEE!! luv you all...till death do us apart (errr...what am i saying?????) guys you're OLD!!!!!! hehehe.....
shattered`* 9:20 AM
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Monday, November 06, 2006
PEOLPE CAN CHANGE....THEY REALLY CAN!!!
People can really change. with a little tweak here and there, u can be a totally different person!! take my friend, ANITA as an example....(hehehe....gotcha anita!!) as u can see in the picture, she's not really the kind of girl that care too much about her appreance (but she have a good heart....x grudge there ok??=P). as u can see there, she's messy....messy girl!!!hahahaha...this is fun!!!
then that night we decided to make a fashion victim out of her!! hell that was fun!!! with a little help from momma and grandma.....drum roll please.....TADAAA.....see the difference!! she change from this messy lil' girl to a 'ready-to-go-clubbing' girl!! BRAVO to us all!!! hehehe.....(to any single guys out there, she's single and available...heheheh....free promotion tu!!!)
then it strikes me!! people can really hide their true personality in a split second. just put on a 'mask' and you're good to go....fooling people around you that don't really know your true self. that's really scary right?? (no,no...i'm not talking bout u anita!!! she's good, never hide her treu self!!! cheers 4 anita!!) my point is, the world is getting scary huh?? you can fall for someone but never know their true personality. that's why marriage usually failed. because u never knew ur partners true personality!! when ur going out on a date, he/she apply this fake 'mask' and after they got u (married) the true self will be revealed.....'sigh'.....
p/s : i hope somebody never change.......be true to urself and everybody!!! to anita, better x let ur mother find out 'bout the clubbing photos...and i x mean momma chin ok!!! hehehehe.....
shattered`* 1:00 PM
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Thursday, November 02, 2006
THE SUN SHINES BRIGHT!!!
hey i'm back. felling soo great!! well eventually the problem i had earlier had been worked out. thank god...no more sadness for me!! the sun is finally shining bright for me, just like the pic!! i guess hatred is soooo not the feeling for me. it's not a great feeling when i tried to hate that person. I JUST CAN'T!!
why should we build up hatred because of such silly lil' thing? i maybe had been over-reacting the whole time!! i mean, that particular person never promised me anything. so why should i feel sad?? but we've worked things out eventually and we're still good together!! ;-)
ah BTW, watched the movie 'dRoP dEaD gOrGeOuS' last nite....just realized that something sooo beautiful can get so ugly....but that's life. it's like a box of chocolate...you'll never know what you'll be getting!! i guess that's it for now...catch ya later!!
p/s : wanna make a shout out to all my family for supporting me!! you guys rocks!!! love ya'll. xoxo from me!!
shattered`* 1:37 PM
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THE SUN SHINES BRIGHT!!!