Monday, October 30, 2006
SAD + PATHETIC LIL' ME!!
SAD!! sad!! SaD!! that's really what i'm feeling right now! how can i be soooooo NAIVE!! why must i believe that!! look at me now.....i'm left all alone. how can i put even the tiniest hope in it. i should've known better....people like that is just the same...anywhere. doing what they do best. Sweet Talk!! they didn't even mean it. and me...naive lil' me believe every bit of it...how pathetic can i be!!
it's just sad to know that i had been lied to this whole time!! what did i ever do to deserve this?? now i'm left all alone and that jerk doesn't even care!! they're all the same!! why must people nowadays be too preoccupied with the physical beauty?? doesn't they know that that'll eventually fade away?? why can't they see the goodness in your heart?!? i've tried to be good, but look what happen to me?? i've been lied to!! such a sweet talker!! i just wanna wait and see what will happen next.....just wait and see.....
p/s : i'll try to control myself.....i'll leave that person alone now....if that's the one for me, i'll get it...
shattered`* 4:35 AM
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Friday, October 27, 2006
Your results:
You are Superman
| Superman |
| 70% |
| Catwoman |
| 70% |
| Robin |
| 65% |
| Spider-Man |
| 60% |
| Supergirl |
| 55% |
| Hulk |
| 50% |
| Batman |
| 40% |
| The Flash |
| 40% |
| Green Lantern |
| 40% |
| Iron Man |
| 30% |
| Wonder Woman |
| 15% |
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You are mild-mannered, good,
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shattered`* 8:37 PM
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hey bloggers
i'm back!! back to the most boring place on earth!!! i'm having exam in a couple of days and need to hand in my assignment in less than a month and still i've done nothing!! like my friend said RAYA IS ONLY ONCE A YEAR...ENJOY LA!! yeah right...
but on top of that i've just experienced sumthin i never forget!! it's my first time boarding a plane. well not really my first time....i kind of had my flying experience loooooooooong time ago...it's been so long i can't even remember when!!
i don't have words to describe the feeling....enjoyable...nope...pain in the ass....not sure.....doing it again....guess so. kind of a mix feeling. i hate the long hour of waiting (have to wait for 4 hours in LCC before boarding to terengganu). hate the "not-so-comfy-seat" (thanx anita for not warning me of that). but i like the adrenaline rush when the plane sped off on the runway for take off (that was the most fun part of my flight).
though it's just a short journey flight, (i just took off my belt, then the light to fastened your seat belt had been turned on again!!) but it's an eye opener for me. got to see all kind of people. got a new kind of eperience, that's the most important thing. when people asked me someday, "hey have you been on a plane before?" i'll proudly replied "of course i have!!" (though it's just a domestic flight from penang to terengganu.....hey they'll never know!!hehehe...)
adios............
p/s : how can i forget that anita got a pair of short leg making her feel the comfort of air asia so-close-together-seat!! i'm soooooo wrong...heheheh....;-P (jgn marah...bulan mulia ni!!)
shattered`* 9:23 AM
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
hey bloggers,
It's Hari Raya again!!! there's so many people coming to my house today. it's like a family reunion during this festive season. all my bro and sis gather at our home today, and let me tell you, what a crazy day this is!! plus, all the guests, my mom's and dad's friends, my grandfater's old friends.....arghhh...i'm just ready to go to sleep now!!! what a hectic day!!!
but amidst the chaos that's been going on aroud me, i still feel...a bit alone. it's like Hari Raya without the celebration for me. for me, it's just like ordinary day. less children came to our house this time...i bet you can even count how many children came today. Hari Raya had been getting less and less interesting year after year. wonder why..................
well maybe i'mjust too preoccupied with my coming final exam. and on top of that, the written report for kerja lapangan. both of those things just kept spinning in my head, but i have done nothing!! that's right, nothing!!! and the report is supposed to be handed in less than a month from now!! OMG, i'm sooo dead this time. for sure!! always kept thinking how my friend's been doing with all this since they didn't went back home (coz they didn't celebrate raya or deepavali). i bet they've done soo much!!! i'm left behind this time....HELP!!!!!!!!!!
so guys and girls reading my blog out there, wish me luck!! i need that!!....adios..............................
p/s : Happy Deepavali to my friend Hanushia and Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslim friends!!!
shattered`* 9:48 AM
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
hey blogger......
today i'll be back home for hari raya!! how exciting....well, not really. for me, hari raya this year doesn't really bring much excitement as it did for the past years. and the reason....EXAM & TONNES OF ASSIGNMENT!!
how can i be excited when just a couple of days after raya, i'm facing my final exam. it's like when everybody's enjoying raya, my mind would constantly be thingking about the exam and assignment that need to be submitted in less than a month from now!!
i'm sooo not into raya mood this year. in fact, i think my life for this semester had really been a pain in the a**. there's not a single happy moment in it (well maybe there is a teeny weeny happy mon=ment here and there)! Semester 3 is the worst semester ever. well, so far lah. i'm not really counting that the coming semester ould be fun either as there is one subject that involve calculation which i'm sooooooooooo bad at!! well, i'm still looking forward to end my horrible ordeal of completing my assignment and finishing exam though. so wish me luck yea!! adios...................
p/s :Think before you act.....you'll look smarter that way....even though you're not!!
shattered`* 12:05 AM
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Friday, October 13, 2006
hello there...
OMG we totally had a blast last night. it as my friend's b'day and we're planning to celebrate at pizza hut. well at first i thought its going to be just a quite night, since everyone seemed like bump up bout sumthin. plus not everybody in our so called 'family' can make it. but oh no, there's not a moment of quiet-ness that night.
from the moment we set our foot in KT the havoc was totally out of control. we were laughing like mad people. we hang out at the new 'dataran' that they had just made in KT. i got to admit, its not that bad. kind of like, lighten up that place a bit. well the plan is to break fast at pizza hut but turns out that we arrived late and its already packed there so we head on to bazar ramadhan and grab sumthin to eat first.
at pizza hut later, the 'havoc-ness' continued. the moment we step in everyone was watchin us. we're so damn loud!! hehehe...who cares, like my friends said..."we paid what!" totally agree guys!! after an awesome meal there we head on home. well the initial plan is to go to the beach, but since the beach is too dark...and the last thing we want is to get 'caught wet', so we decide to head home. what a day....
well tonite sumone had promise to chat wif me. looking forward to that. hope my luck doesn't run out...u know friday 13 and all....so i'll be waiting....adios.........
p/s : don't pretend, just tell the truth.........or you'll get hurt later..??
shattered`* 2:15 AM
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Monday, October 09, 2006
shattered`* 11:49 PM
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
hey bloggers,
wow its been long since i wrote. well i've extremely busy all this while...SUPER DUPER BUSY i tell you!!! after the field trip presentation, an extreme feel of calmness just came rushing through my body.....i'm free at last from dr.siti!! like my firend said to her...your not the boss of me now!!!!hehehe..........
well that's not what i wanna talk about. today my friend told me something that really made me a bit sad. though its not yet confirmed but the description seemed to fit everything...i've tried forcing myself not to believe it but the more i get to know this person, the more real it seemed.
well thats one thing. the other one, have you ever felt like you didn't fit somehere?? or maybe feeling the other are trying to diss you behind?? ever felt you've made the wrong decision?? well i'm kind of in that situation right now. maybe its just my feeling, but that feeling sure suck for me. i feel lonely, have nobody to talk to, nobody to seek advice from....my life didn't turn the way that i've planned. but then we're only human, all we can do is planned. HE will make the decision in the end. so i really need advice now how to overcome this problem...
well enough whining dowh!!! you must be bored reading my stupid crap!! heheh....hey i cant believe that we've been fasting for a week now!! wow time really flies ha!! next thing you know, raya and then new semester will be opened!! have i enjoyed this semester yet?? of coure not!! a lot more to explore ith my buddies here!! ok that's all from me...adios.......
p/s : don't judge a book by it's cover...but sometimes the cover tells you everything......??
shattered`* 8:39 AM
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